The Inside Job - How Your Outside World is a Reflection of Your Thoughts

"This is where life is. It's inside, right here. Not outof a fifty foot pine tree. Then his thoughts turned
there, in that controlled creation of man." Theseto an oak tree standing in his front yard. He could
were his thoughts that night when everythingsee the tree from his deck in his rear yard
changed in his life. He had always been anbecause it towered over the house. He thought
introspective sort, but on this night, Jack Conroyof the pine cone, and then marveled at how the
was digging deep.giant oak was born of an even smaller seed, an
He believed he was in the throes of a mid-lifeacorn.
crisis, albeit rather late. He was convinced of it byThinking of the oak, his mind wandered backward
a burning desire to find his place in life, to figurein time to his childhood. Jack's dad used to take
out his purpose. After all, isn't that what people dohim to a place called the Saugus Ironworks. It
during a mid-life crisis? So he thought. He turnedwas a recreation of a 17th century steel mill that
inward, trying to discover his meaning. Just whatwas built on the site of the original mill. The site is
was he meant to become? How could he becomewidely recognized as the birthplace of American
what he really knew was inside him? Then it hitsteel. It was discovered during a road bed
him.excavation in the 1940s. The crew uncovered
Jack's biggest question was, "How do thesemany artifacts, including sections of the original
people become so successful? They are nobuildings, water wheels and sluice ways used in
smarter than I am. What's the difference?" Finally,the steel making process. Much of the Ironworks
in a rush that was totally unexpected, the answerwas built from North American white oak, an
hit him. He thought about an artist. He thoughtindigenous species found in abundance throughout
that the great works of art in this world werethe northeast. Jack loved this place and later in
born of a vision in the mind of the artist. Thelife, he took his own kids to the ironworks where
vision would have remained just that if not forhe passed on his love of history and the ingenuity
the action the artist took to create. Jack'sof mankind.
realization was that thoughts, dreams and visionsJack looked up at the giant oak, standing
are truly the seeds of greatness, but they mustmajestically over the property. In an instant, he
be nurtured and fed by intention, then manifestedthought how the tiny acorn that spawned the
by measured, persistent action.tree actually manifested steel. The steel, in turn
He couldn't sit still, so he stepped outside onto hiswas used to produce so many of the products
deck. It was an unusually warm night for the Firstthat shaped the world we live in. How could this
of December in Boston. The rest of the countryhave happened? Again, he realized that it all
was being hammered by a vicious snow storm,started with a vision or a dream and became real
but Boston remained mild. It was very windy andthrough the persistent, directed actions of men.
humid. A light rain was falling. There Jack stood onWhat an amazing thing to understand! An acorn
his deck, marveling at nature's creations. Heand some rocks dug from the nearby soil
watched as the wind gusts blew through theproduced steel which produced nails, hinges,
trees that surrounded his yard, their tops wavingbeams, cars, planes, space ships and every
in succession as the gusts passed. He smelled themanner of machinery used to produce even
air, thick with moisture and pine. His senses weremore products.
on overload as he realized the magnitude of hisIt occurred to Jack that the oak, the steel and
revelation. He was sure he had read this in manythe other physical materials that comprise all
of the hundreds of books he had devoured overmanner of manufactured goods would forever
the course of his quest, but until now, he neverremain in their natural state without two key
understood or never really felt it at an emotionalingredients; vision or thought, and persistent,
level.directed action. He believed that he had finally
As Jack stood feeling the wind and the rain on hisfound the key to his future, to his fulfillment. He
face, he stared at the giant pines blowing in thewas convinced that whatever he dreamed he
wind. He thought of their origin, a simple pine cone.could be, he would become simply by focusing on
He had just bought a bag of scented pine coneshis goal and working hard every day toward its
to use as Christmas decorations for his house,achievement. The world was full of acorns. All he
not thinking at the time how important pine coneshad to do now was to gather them up and turn
would become to him. He though how amazing itthem into his dream.
was that a small pine cone could be the beginning